As I woke up this morning, I found my emotions taking up a sophisticated turn. Race of thoughts started rushing through, clogging my mind, blurring my goals. The past few month, having worked on the best of my ability to be more productively engaged in making my days peaceful, today I could not afford my day going as a waste. My annoyance level had started soaring up for silly reasons, and the term I use is ‘hormonal imbalance’. I am sure, many women out there too have suffered the syndrome, especially those who single-handedly manage the responsibility of kids and households.
Before it
took me on a joy ride taking complete control of me, which was a big no-no for
all my well planned activities for the day, I had to act. I mentally
noted a to-do list of jobs and got started with it. That helped me serve as a reminder of my
objectives. By mid-day, I found myself energized with
enthusiasm. For a moment I kept
pondering about how easily I let myself plunge
onto some thoughts of the past and quite obviously the past walked past my
thoughts withdrawing me from the future course of action. Thought to share as, for me sharing does help
me cope up.
Many a
times in life we feel confused at the play of destiny. We become a silent spectator, paralysed by
its power and surrender ourselves unquestioningly with a belief that the destiny is simply
preordained and allow the life to take control of us completely.
Are we so
helpless and powerless? Can’t we rely on our efforts?
