I did not like
when she ignored me
When she did not talk to me
When she left me on my own
To succumb to confusions.
What could be
the reason
I struggled to figure out
But always failed
Succumbing to silence.
Minutes of
silence stretched to hours
Hours to days and days to week
And then all came back to normalcy
I succumbed to the situation.
My best friend,
my role model
My confidant and my support
All dissolving into thin air
I succumbed to defeat, unaware.
Now, years
later, I am a mother to teenagers
I now understand the reason
Why my mom chose to be silent
She was living her life with her ups and downs.
Having
experienced the consequences
I cannot see my kids withering
To whatever I am facing in my life
Be it my hormonal imbalances or health issues.
I choose to
make it clear, my reasons for silence
I take my time out to reconcile
For I want to leave a beautiful image etched
In the hearts of my kids to remember, long after I am gone.
