The external
drives, driving me through
Helping me get going, facing challenges
That came my way, each day, every moment
Years passed by…
Experiencing
the experiences of life
Realizing, it is not the external force that drives
Working on figuring out for the internal drive
Years passed by…
With days
rolling into months into years
Doing nothing all day, wanting to be doing though
Maintaining a certain level of sobriety
Years passed by…
Getting out of
the bed, feeling difficult
Eagerly waiting for the night, the darkness
To be invisible to self, witnessing the storms of life
Years passed by….
Reasoning on
the cause and coping
Trying to work on my passions, fulfilling my responsibilities
What I felt could help me sail through
Years passed by….
Now, all the
passing years turning into a decade
Seeking help from family, friends and therapists, all in vain
I come to terms with accepting, born alone, die alone
And years will soon pass by….
Helping me get going, facing challenges
That came my way, each day, every moment
Years passed by…
Realizing, it is not the external force that drives
Working on figuring out for the internal drive
Years passed by…
Doing nothing all day, wanting to be doing though
Maintaining a certain level of sobriety
Years passed by…
Eagerly waiting for the night, the darkness
To be invisible to self, witnessing the storms of life
Years passed by….
Trying to work on my passions, fulfilling my responsibilities
What I felt could help me sail through
Years passed by….
Seeking help from family, friends and therapists, all in vain
I come to terms with accepting, born alone, die alone
And years will soon pass by….
